Friday, November 25, 2011

The past makes you who you are........

So many things make up who we are today. Lately I've been thinking about why I act the way I do. And it has made me realize I need to be more open about my past. I won't be telling the blog world everything. But here are somethings I've struggled with in my life.

-My skin- Growing up I always would get scars all over my legs and they would itch like no other. I would scratch them until they bled. It was horrible, I went to a doctor and he couldn't figure out what was wrong with me. So we went to a specialist and he told me that I had a skin disorder (it has a really long name that I can never remember) I got medicated lotion and it has helped so much. Not only has this effected my legs but along with this disorder, I never broke out or had any acne. Which was nice but the price I had to pay playing tennis with my legs looking like that and the pain I got. I would have much rather have delt with zits. I will have scars for the rest of my life!

-Modeling Job- In Junior High me and my friend decided to try out for a modeling job. We both got it which was really exciting. But after talking it over with my family we all decided it would be better if I didn't take the job.

these are things I didn't tell people before because I was ashamed. but i'm not anymore! I'm proud of who I am and where I've come from.

My family is not rich, we are not clean, we don't always get along, we laugh alot, and we love each more then anything else!

“What you need to know about the past is that no matter what has happened, it has all worked together to bring you to this very moment. And this is the moment you can choose to make everything new. Right now.”

XOXOXOXO

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